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The Number on Your Forearm Is Blue Like Your Eyes: A Memoir

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If you want to live, leave your children,” an Auschwitz prisoner working at the railroad ramp warned new arrivals. On November 3, 1944, a pregnant Agnes Hecht, having been transported from a Jewish labor camp in Slovakia, was one of thousands on the platform. She was carrying her twenty-three-month-old daughter, Eva. Agnes ignored the prisoner’s advice. Though children and older people were usually sent to be gassed summarily, Agnes and Eva entered the death camp and were “processed.”

Eva’s friend Ján Karšai wrote a poem for her: “the number on your forearm / is blue like your eyes . . . / your belly was swollen like a balloon when they found you in faraway Oświęcim / no one would believe that you will live / that you’ll come back to witness / your broken home.”

While Eva, her baby sister Nora, who was born in Auschwitz, and her mother survived, her father, Imrich Hecht, did not. He had been transferred to Melk, a subcamp of Mauthausen, and was murdered there in March 1945.

After the liberation, Agnes remained in the camp infirmary until her two girls were well enough to travel. She brought them back to Trenčín in western Slovakia. Eva and her sister grew up with a mother who had to “survive her survival.” The family was devastated by the deaths of Imrich, Agnes’s three siblings, and her grandparents. Eva was often ill, a result of her incarceration in Auschwitz. Nevertheless, she excelled in school and went on to study medicine in Bratislava—uncommon for a Jew. In 1966, she married Jakob Sultanik, a Holocaust survivor who had resettled in Munich, Germany. Eva fled Communist Czechoslovakia in 1967 to join him. There she began her practice as a pediatrician and later as a child psychotherapist, and for the first time she was able to fully embrace her Jewish identity.

Jakob died in a tragic accident when their son, Erik, was a young boy. Eva later married a fellow physician, Bernd Umlauf, and they had two sons together, Oliver and Julian. Though she lived a normal life, the horror of her early years resurfaced in nightmares about the gas chambers and the murdered babies.

Having achieved prominence in her career, Eva resolved to find out what had happened to her and her family during the Holocaust. With the assistance of journalist Stefanie Oswalt, Eva conducted interviews and immersed herself in witness reports and archival histories. In 2016, her memoir, Die Nummer auf deinem Unterarm ist blau wie deine Augen: Erinnerungen was published by Hoffmann und Campe Verlag. The German edition has now been beautifully translated into English by Shelley Frisch. The memoir concludes with a moving afterword by her bi-racial American granddaughter, Naomi Umlauf.

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About the Authors & Translator

EVA UMLAUF was one of the youngest survivors of Auschwitz. After World War II she returned with her mother and sister to Trencín in Czechoslovakia. She studied medicine, married a fellow Holocaust survivor and managed, with difficulty, to leave Soviet-controlled Czechoslovakia in 1966 and settled with her husband in Munich. After his untimely death and with a child to support, she worked as a clinic doctor, later opening a pediatrics practice and becoming a child psychotherapist. She married a second time and had two more sons. Eva spoke at the 2011 commemoration ceremony in Auschwitz, and since then has been involved in many research projects and as a contemporary witness at international conferences. She continues to practice psychotherapy.

STEFANIE OSWALT earned her doctorate in Jewish Studies in Potsdam. She worked as a freelance journalist for Deutschland Radio and as an author in Berlin. Most recently, she published Ari Means Lion (with Ari Rath, Zsolnay Verlag, 2012).

SHELLEY FRISCH taught at Columbia University and Haverford College, where she chaired the German Department, before turning to translation full-time in the 1990s. Her translations from German, including biographies of Friedrich Nietzsche, Albert Einstein, Leonardo da Vinci, Marlene Dietrich/Leni Riefenstahl (dual biography), and Franz Kafka, along with many other works of fiction and nonfiction, have been awarded numerous translation prizes, including the Helen and Kurt Wolff Translator’s Prize.

MICHAEL BRENNER is the Seymour and Lillian Abensohn Chair in Israel Studies and director of American University’s Center for Israel Studies. He is the author of none books including After the Holocaust: Rebuilding Jewish Lives in Postwar Germany, and Hitler’s Munich: Jews, the Revolution, and the Rise of Nazism. He is the co-author of the four-volume German-Jewish History in Modern Times, for which he was awarded a National Jewish Book Award. Additionally he is the Editor of nineteen books.

NAOMI UMLAUF is a student at Brown University and Eva’s granddaughter. In her afterword she discusses the impact of the Holocaust on her family and on herself as a third-generation survivor.

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“Among the accounts of people who survived the Holocaust, Eva Umlauf‘s is a most remarkable one. When just under two she had a number tattooed on her arm and against all odds survived to tell her tale.” — Dr. Anita Lasker-Wallfisch, last surviving member of the Women’s Orchestra of Auschwitz

“Eva Umlauf reveals what it was like to live in the shadow of the Holocaust, under Communism, and in an emerging Federal Republic of Germany. Her story will surprise even those who think they know everything about the Holocaust.” — Professor Michael Brenner, American University; author of After the Holocaust: Rebuilding Jewish Lives in Postwar Germany, and co-author of the four-volume German-Jewish History in Modern Times

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